curled over a porcelain mouth, i let my dinner fall out.
it's 9:33 p.m. and i think about saturday,
when rain hit the pavement like firecrackers,
the sky darker than the shadows behind the shower curtain.
i know there's a spider burrowed between those plastic folds.
funny thing about deep spaces; they feel better
when they're stuffed full. i think about how your fingertips
made my skin feel soft and breakable, how your tongue was warm,
about how my legs wouldn't stop shaking and you laughed, whispering,
"you okay?"
well, there's this experience known as an aftershock.
hands clutching cold tile,
i definitely have bruises. . .
well. . . they're not so bad. .. hahaha
got them all from bowling, and everything still hurts
anyway, i love this song by chairlift
I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Every time I fell on you
yeah every time I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But every time I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue,
permanently blue for you
I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Every time I fell on you
yeah every time I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
but every time I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue,
permanent
hahhaha. .. . .i'm so happy. ..
i found it.. ..
it was not lost at all
:damphyr: :heart:
:dance:
well, just a false alarm =)
but anyways. ..
hahha. .. i'm still so happy.. . .
now , i'm just preoccupied with editing. . .. :heart:
i cannot efinnn' believe it. . .
i lost a deviation. . .
now all i have are pictures of that deviation. ..
i'm so angry i don't even want to cry. .
well, it's partly my fault since i let myself get affected by
artless people who don't even know what they're talking about
but i'm just so angry that i lost it. ..
eff'1000x
okay lesson learned
never set aside a work of art
when people make comments about it
at your expense. . .
i just hate it when i lose things
i usually break things but
i don't lose them. . .
oh no. . .
well, i guess all i can do is
http://malditesque.deviantart.com/art/not-alone-130030636
please tell